You can't find happiness with bitterness, hate and forgiveness in your heart. You owe it to yourself to find real peace. Why do people feel they have to be okay all the time? it's okay to not be okay. You're human. I hate seeing people being tormented and on the verge of going crazy because of their pride and ego of not letting it out. If you are on your death bed tomorrow, none of the people you do all this fronting for would be there. You can't try to hurt a person whose heart is right and who showed you the meaning of loyalty. It's better that you do some soul searching and live in gratitude. Realize how blessed you are and learn from your mistakes.

     Sometimes the more good you do people, the more they think they're entitled to you, just fall back and ask God to help them understand. Once you have forgiven and learned how to find peace, the most you can do is wish the next person well and pray that they too will find the same thing. I'm hoping that 2015 will be a year we choose real happiness over the fake made up stuff we think people want to see. Every night, the lights and cameras stop flashing and there you are, it's just you laying there, facing the music, at the end of the day you are on your own, the judging eyes wouldn't see, stop impressing people and start impressing yourself, you would realize how much you would achieve by trying be better each day . Cherish moments with people who care, life is a movie, but there'll never be a sequel, and if you didn't cherish them in time, own that.

P.S these are not all my words.